I wonder why people decide to be so confusing. I understand the psychology behind people, the involuntary things. I do not understand the involuntary things we do. Why people are so rude. Why people are so unkind with their words and cannot find room in their hearts for others.
There are so many people out there in the world that want nothing but to be herd and listened to. If it would only take 5 minutes out of your day, and mean the world to that one person, wouldn't you do it? Just taking a couple minutes to listen to someone who is hurt, and let them know it will be okay could turn their day ( or even life) around. Knowing how easy it is to make a difference, don't you want to make one? Even just giving someone half of a second of your time by smiling at someone who looks down. This really isn't that hard. And I bet people would feel alot better about themselves after helping someone out for 5 minutes versus a 5 minute rude comment. Who knows: that person could turn around and help you out as well in the future. People are so kind, but we often do not utilize that aspect because it is easier to be rude or just ignore strangers. But your day will be alot better and feel alot more complete if you just help someone out who is in need, even if it only means a smile. Thanks for your time everyone(:
So laying in bed-alone- tonight, I realized a few things. 1) that I am alone and I miss my fiancé 2) I would be greatful if someone even smiled at me today, 3) I miss the loving touch of him, even just knowing he's there 4) I knew days like this would be coming but I kept putting off the feelings and now here they are, exploding.
I miss the days where we could just lay in bed all day, just staring into each others eyes without a single care in the world. I miss the feeling if being safe in someone's arms and being loved.
I don't get that luxury. I am so jealous of every couple I see, going grocery shopping, doing anything together. They don't even appreciate the other persons company, and here I am, crying on a daily basis because I don't get to see my fiancé for months at a time and only get to see him 7 days in between those long painful months. It makes me sick.
My boyfriend is leaving to Afghanistan in 5 months, and i already miss him. He is stationed in Georgia while our hometown is in Wisconsin. Last time I saw him was on Christmas and I don't get to see him until March. I love seeing him when he comes home, but I already miss him and I am preparing for the worst for this deployment. I am not really sure what to expect and I am very sad about it already.
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